illusions

sitting at a small corner
with my eyes dryed out
with the water from my eyes
it sinks into my skin

the wall between my mind
complications play silence
my head turns
round and round
make a u-turn
backwards and forwards

i don't know how i feel
now with accuzations
sleeping, sitting still
will make this matter a considence
how this relates
how does it not
some conclusion are made
with hillucination.

one word
the other's always opposite
from good to bad
from bad to good
it's the same.
has two sides
two meanings
two different spellings
mostly
two opposites.

from the ground below
to the sky above
tell the difference
and keep a distance.